| Broken Inside |
[18 Oct 2005|08:37pm] |
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Avril Lagvine - Nobody's home |
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You guys i thought i was doing so good but im so fucking depressed i just wantt do die, omg i hate going to school and crying it just sucks, and looking down at urself thinkin wow u use to be skiny or in shape and now ur just a fat pig. I just wish people would notice me, i wish i wasent ugly.. i hate when ppl say o ur not ugly but when u dont feel good about urself nothing anybody says is going to help. I refuse to cut myself i have givin up on that, thats just on your body i want soemthing perment its come down to it were i will go threw with it... its weird i dont want to talk to anybody so i shut my phone off whats wrong with me i dont kno, mayb tahts why im so lonely..its not like anyone ever relly calls me. I also am still so much inlove with someone and it sucks .. im done wit this thing called life.. i just want support. i hate looking at myself and feeling the way i do, i just want to be happy is that to much to fucking ask for? I quit drugs and alcohol and now i feel like drinking my life away.. it sucks..
Kelly
Dont know were i belong anymore
Half the people on my buddylist were once ppl i could talk to but now half of them i dont even talk t o whats the point ?
Her feelings she hids her dreams she cant find, shes loosing her mind, shes fallen behind, she cant find her place shes loosin her faith shes fallen from grace shes all over the place..
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